I've been somewhat preoccupied recently. I don't know what got me thinking about hair loss, exactly, but I've been finding myself wandering over to some sites online that talk about hair treatments. I guess it's that I'm around the age when both my dad and grandfather started to lose their hair. Maybe I'm just trying to prepare so that it's less of a shock if or when it actually happens. I might even be worrying about nothing. I'm starting to think I might not have to worry about it for a long while because I actually have a thick head of hair and none of it is even gray yet. How I managed to get that lucky I don't know. It makes me look a lot younger than my age. It's no secret among my co-workers that I get several comments from women about twenty years younger than myself who express an interest in getting to know me. I haven't taken any of them up on their offers, though, because I'm still trying to get over my last relationship. I think that's partially why things went sour. I think there was some small part of her that couldn't handle all the attention I would get from the women. I wasn't planning to do anything with them but I guess she always felt like it was a threat. I think she even thought I would turn out to be like some of her past boyfriends. Maybe all this research I'm doing about the hair treatments is really just to keep my mind off of her. I was actually thinking I might try to contact her again. I was really in love with her.